Monday 9 July 2012

I wish I could have stopped her!!!


Intentionally I separated her from me,
But when she went,
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

I saw her
She saw me
I was a player
She was an angel
She smiled n she walked out,
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

(We became buddies)
I met her once
She met me twice
She had feelings 4 me
I too had for her
But our feelings differ, she was about to express
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She proposed me
I accepted her
She was lost in my love
N I was lost in her lust
She made love
N I had sex
She lost her every thing to me
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She enjoyed my company
I enjoyed her body
She was mine, She thought
But I was not her, was truth
She was about to make a commitment for a lifetime,
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She was committed
Still I was single
She chose me for a lifetime
But I was bored with her in sometime
She was not ready to leave the city w/o me
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She fought her parents
I scolded her
She didn't want to go
I convinced her
Finally she was at airport, about to leave,
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She hugged me tight
I did her too
I was happy
She was sad
She said something which shook my world
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

She said she knew I don,t love her
She knew I don't wanna have her
She owed me everything
But I had nothing
I played her heart
Now she was hurt
Leaving me now she was going
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

Loneliness surrounded all around me
I almost cried
For the one
Whom I never loved????
She was now away from my eyes
N I was in love with her!!!!
With a heavy heart I came back home,
I wish I could have stopped her!!!

I tried to see her
But couldn't
1 day a call came
She died in a car crash
Their itself I had a heart crash
I felt so guilty
I couldn't recognize the loving heart
I was the reason 4 her death
But I was dead too
It was that moment
I wish I could have stopped her!!!
I wish I could have stopped her!!! Just once!!!!



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